Last night the woman who pushed me out of her vagina and I had a fight (that she started, again). She poured two water bottles on my bed sheets and then ripped out my heat blanket. I didn’t realise until I got into bed, last night I froze… heaps mature mummy #I have no idea how I managed to handle 9 months in her uterus.
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Dear mum, yes I’ve been sick for six years, yes I’m sorry I’m so fucked up, yes I’d rather not be sick slash fucked up, yes I’m pathetic and can see how anorexia and depression are ruining my life. No continuing to tell me how disgusting, stupid and worthless I am is not going to make me get better… you tried that one everyday for the past six years and guess what? I’m still fucked. Lol at how much you don’t understand why i’m sick. Thanks for being such a great role model of the type of mother I don’t ever want to be. Ps, I wish you didn’t give birth to me either, ily forevs.
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